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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

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May 17, 2026
146
ive been untreated for my whole slew of mental issues (bpd, adhd, depression, and anxiety being the main ones) for my whole life due to having abusive parents who also don't believe in mental health ~u~

but recently i managed to get my insurance to keep things a secret from my family and i got scheduled to see a general doctor and discuss adhd medication!! ^u^

its a short step in a long proccess to eventually get a psych and therapist but im terrible with calls and social interaction so im really happy i could get it scheduled~ ^w^

also side note but heres a cafe i went to today~ (moving very very far away tommorow so i dont care that much if someone figures out where this is)

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LastNite

LastNite

I don't know
Mar 31, 2025
1,036
Congrats! Wishing the best for you, it seems like you're on the right path, keep it up. Also, that piece of cake looks yummy πŸ˜‹ I can't tell what fruit is that on top and on the side, looks a lot like strawberry. I hope you enjoyed it <3
 
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vibri

vibri

Long way home
Aug 26, 2026
41
Nice work!! I applaud you because setting stuff up like insurance and appointments like that is nerve wrecking (at least it was for me) it's honestly a big accomplishment, hoping for the best for you
 
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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

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May 17, 2026
146
Congrats! Wishing the best for you, it seems like you're on the right path, keep it up. Also, that piece of cake looks yummy πŸ˜‹ I can't tell what fruit is that on top and on the side, looks a lot like strawberry. I hope you enjoyed it <3
Nice work!! I applaud you because setting stuff up like insurance and appointments like that is nerve wrecking (at least it was for me) it's honestly a big accomplishment, hoping for the best for you
thank you!!

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also those fruits are white peaches! theyre in season in japan right now ^~^
 
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wuthering_heights

wuthering_heights

~fighting on~
Aug 20, 2026
9
Congrats on the step forward! Love the Mutsumi plush!
 
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calebzz1

calebzz1

What is it like to see single and clearly?
Jan 6, 2024
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ive been untreated for my whole slew of mental issues (bpd, adhd, depression, and anxiety being the main ones) for my whole life due to having abusive parents who also don't believe in mental health ~u~

but recently i managed to get my insurance to keep things a secret from my family and i got scheduled to see a general doctor and discuss adhd medication!! ^u^

its a short step in a long proccess to eventually get a psych and therapist but im terrible with calls and social interaction so im really happy i could get it scheduled~ ^w^

also side note but heres a cafe i went to today~ (moving very very far away tommorow so i dont care that much if someone figures out where this is)

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First off, I'm sorry to hear that you parents don't believe in mental health.

Congratulations on scheduling your appointments!

I hope that everything works out.

Finally, please get another slick of that cake for myself.

That looks absolutely greedy!
 
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hughmun9

hughmun9

Experienced
Feb 22, 2023
224
that looks so good 🀀
 
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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

ζ„›γ¨γ„γ†γ“γ¨γ―γšγ£γ¨γ‚γ‹γ‚“γͺい
May 17, 2026
146
Congrats on the step forward! Love the Mutsumi plush!
thank you!! im glad someone else recognizes here ^u^

First off, I'm sorry to hear that you parents don't believe in mental health.

Congratulations on scheduling your appointments!

I hope that everything works out.

Finally, please get another slick of that cake for myself.

That looks absolutely greedy!
thank you!!
ill grab a slice for you next time <3
 
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mmoebread

mmoebread

mm
May 16, 2026
31
oh my gosh mutsumi !!! 😭😭😭 she's so cute… i love ave mujica… and congrats on the appointment!! i hope everything goes smooth for you and you're able to get the right treatment!! good luck on everything, wishing you the best ❀️❀️
 
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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

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May 17, 2026
146
oh my gosh mutsumi !!! 😭😭😭 she's so cute… i love ave mujica… and congrats on the appointment!! i hope everything goes smooth for you and you're able to get the right treatment!! good luck on everything, wishing you the best ❀️❀️
thankskssk c:

ave mujica is so good!! i went to their concert this year it was the best ^^ thank you for the well wishes
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mmoebread

mmoebread

mm
May 16, 2026
31
ave mujica is so good!! i went to their concert this year it was the best ^^
oh my gosh that's actually so cool!!! i really want to be able to attend a bandori concert one day… specifically morfonica >_< ..
 
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komakun

komakun

anime angel
Aug 15, 2026
98
im so happy for you :D the cake looks so yummy too πŸ₯³ super cute celebration
 
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matsuzaka

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May 17, 2026
146
im so happy for you :D the cake looks so yummy too πŸ₯³ super cute celebration
omg koma hi!! thank you~ it was delicious ^~^

oh my gosh that's actually so cool!!! i really want to be able to attend a bandori concert one day… specifically morfonica >_< ..
good luck!! i love morfonica i hope you get to attend ^w^
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ πŸ’•βœ¨
Jun 9, 2023
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I hope the doctor's stuff goes well~ ^_^ it's crazy to me that they wouldn't permit even an ADHD diagnosis~ >_< like that's wow~ :(
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,191
Congrats!

You are taking the first steps, and I am so very happy for you!

Take great care of yourself and if it comes to it, forget your family, as YOU are so much MORE important!

Hugs and go get them.

Walter
 
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matsuzaka

matsuzaka

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May 17, 2026
146
Congrats!

You are taking the first steps, and I am so very happy for you!

Take great care of yourself and if it comes to it, forget your family, as YOU are so much MORE important!

Hugs and go get them.

Walter
thank you so much walter :') thats really sweet, i will try my best!! the journey ahead is a long one that i am not sure i am prepared for, but i will brave nonetheless >~<.
I hope the doctor's stuff goes well~ ^_^ it's crazy to me that they wouldn't permit even an ADHD diagnosis~ >_< like that's wow~ :(
hi shore!! thank you so much :) yeah im not sure why they seem so adamant in admitting that their child has mental health issues because my family also definetly has some undiagnosed issues they need to work through ><
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ πŸ’•βœ¨
Jun 9, 2023
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hi shore!! thank you so much :) yeah im not sure why they seem so adamant in admitting that their child has mental health issues because my family also definetly has some undiagnosed issues they need to work through ><
perhaps they don't see it in their own selves either~ >_< hence, why it perpetuates via nurture~ idk tho~ >~< they just all want to be perfect, but we live in an imperfect world~
 
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