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BluesRunTheGame

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I mean I'm glad he's still here with us but I'm sure even he understands the ramifications of what it means to go wrong with SN on this site. I mean I have so much respect for this dude: he was there in real time for all of us. But there's also a slight new anxiety: I had so many peaceful ctbs in 2020 and I'm gutted about this new one; how easily it could go wrong?

Regardless, 100% respect to the dude who put himself through it all including with us. (@Elliott1)..

Elliot
 
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I mean I'm glad he's still here with us but I'm sure even he understands the ramifications of what it means to go wrong with SN on this site. I mean I have so much repect for this dude: he was there in real time for all of us. But there's also a slight new anxiety: I had so many peaceful ctbs in 2020 and I'm gutted about this new one; how easily it could go wrong?

Regardless, 100% respect to the dude who put himself through it all including with us...
If refrng 2 Elliot dd nt fllw protcl. Thr r mny flaws in hw ingsted etc. Thse who fllow protocl rarly fail
 
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If refrng 2 Elliot dd nt fllw protcl. Thr r mny flaws in hw ingsted etc. Thse who fllow protocl rarly fail
Maybe not to a tee but I think that dude rocked it good and proper you know?

How are you anyway? You sound like someone who's just taken the damn salt?
 
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Maybe not to a tee but I think that dude rocked it good and proper you know?

How are you anyway? You sound like someone who's just taken the damn salt?!
Yh typ how do bc brain brkn. Nt tkn slt ha.

Reprts tht fnd hardst r whre SI kcks in & ppl mke selvs thrw up.
 
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icecream

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How come you can't CBT on sodium nitrate? Would nothing happen if I drank a ton of it?
 
Pluto

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It just seems that there's no perfect method. I'm planning on going the N route but I still worry about being unable to handle the taste.
 
Deardaddy

Deardaddy

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are you alright my friend. u seems in need.
 
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Someone123

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How come you can't CBT on sodium nitrate? Would nothing happen if I drank a ton of it?
You wouold almjost certainly vomit a lot and not keep anywhere near enough down to overdose.
 
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You wouold almjost certainly vomit a lot and not keep anywhere near enough down to overdose.
That's why you need an antiemetic (it keeps correcting it to antisemetic help) to keep it down. SN on its own can kill you but it's better if you take the right precautions.
 
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I mean I'm glad he's still here with us but I'm sure even he understands the ramifications of what it means to go wrong with SN on this site. I mean I have so much respect for this dude: he was there in real time for all of us. But there's also a slight new anxiety: I had so many peaceful ctbs in 2020 and I'm gutted about this new one; how easily it could go wrong?

Regardless, 100% respect to the dude who put himself through it all including with us. (@Elliott1)..

Elliot
Sorry I must be out of the loop. Who had an SN fail?
 
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How come you can't CBT on sodium nitrate? Would nothing happen if I drank a ton of it?
Nitr8 react diffrntly bc is diffrnt chemicl
 
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pento

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Ah I had to do a bit of searching, you meant @_elliott not @Elliott1

Yeah, it seems like he didn't do a large enough dose and wasn't committed. I'm glad he's still around because that day was clearly not his day to go.
 
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marinekiwi

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Sorry I must be out of the loop. Who had an SN fail?
We are talking about @_elliott here. He failed SN but recovered with no lasting damage from what I read. He will be able to attempt again if he wishes so.
As for the way SN failed in that case, I don't really know. I think he was testing the stuff and got really sick to the point of feeling like dying.
Maybe he notices this thread and provide us some insight on his case.
 
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Ah I had to do a bit of searching, you meant @_elliott not @Elliott1

Yeah, it seems like he didn't do a large enough dose and wasn't committed. I'm glad he's still around because that day was clearly not his day to go.
I think he didn't follow stans guide, which has some key thigs to help it work.
 
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Strtd hre: Post in thread 'tomorrow will be my last 24 hours.' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tomorrow-will-be-my-last-24-hours.76999/post-1385929

_Elliot Xplaind a lt on nxt thrd abt wht hppnd.
 
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Strtd hre: Post in thread 'tomorrow will be my last 24 hours.' https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/tomorrow-will-be-my-last-24-hours.76999/post-1385929

_Elliot Xplaind a lt on nxt thrd abt wht hppnd.
Ah okay yeah, so it was literally just a sip test. This should calm everyone down hopefully.

Speaking of Stan's guide, I managed to get a metoclopramide prescription in America today. I don't have insurance or healthcare at all, I did it online. Basically told an online quack that I have recurring nausea and heartburn and poof, prescription sent over. It's definitely not a controlled drug and people shouldn't have trouble getting it.
 
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Failedstudent94

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I saw somewhere that elliot used 18fl.oz water with SN. Thats alot of water. It should be max 50ml.
 
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He threw up a lot, didn't take AE/antacid/painkillers/beta-blocker/benzos, didn't drink a second glass. If you don't wanna fail, prepare everything. And i mean everything.
 
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here's a twist for ya, "he" is actually a "she"
 
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i also survived SN, i was saved though, as i told someone bc my unconscious SI had me tell someone. my thread is there, i don't feel like finding it. though i truly believe if i hadn't called for help it would have worked
 
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Someone123

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Ah okay yeah, so it was literally just a sip test. This should calm everyone down hopefully.

Speaking of Stan's guide, I managed to get a metoclopramide prescription in America today. I don't have insurance or healthcare at all, I did it online. Basically told an online quack that I have recurring nausea and heartburn and poof, prescription sent over. It's definitely not a controlled drug and people shouldn't have trouble getting it.

here's a twist for ya, "he" is actually a "she"
Thanks what it looked like in the photo but I didn't want to say so because you can't be 100% sure, but it looks 99% sure.
are you on drugs? lol
This person clearly has some type of brain damage, as they tried to explain, but they are pushing ahead the best they can - this could likely be why they are on this site; because of this they skip a lot of letters but you can usually tell what they mean because enough letters are there.
 
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I wish I could go the N route if it just wasn't so expensive.
It just seems that there's no perfect method. I'm planning on going the N route but I still worry about being unable to handle the taste
 
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_elliott

_elliott

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Apr 24, 2021
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here's a twist for ya, "he" is actually a "she"
i'm actually a queer tranny. i use it/it's pronouns mostly, there's a twist for you, ha.
Ah okay yeah, so it was literally just a sip test. This should calm everyone down hopefully.

Speaking of Stan's guide, I managed to get a metoclopramide prescription in America today. I don't have insurance or healthcare at all, I did it online. Basically told an online quack that I have recurring nausea and heartburn and poof, prescription sent over. It's definitely not a controlled drug and people shouldn't have trouble getting it.
yes, i would qualify it as a sip test. to clear up just a little bit more: i did not drink a total of 18fl. the water bottle i had was that amount, and i drank about half, so 9fl. i poured three tablespoons (probably more, big tablespoons) into there, so i would estimate i drank a tablespoon and a half of SN. threw up a ton.
Ah I had to do a bit of searching, you meant @_elliott not @Elliott1

Yeah, it seems like he didn't do a large enough dose and wasn't committed. I'm glad he's still around because that day was clearly not his day to go.
thank you for being happy i'm still here, i appreciate it.
We are talking about @_elliott here. He failed SN but recovered with no lasting damage from what I read. He will be able to attempt again if he wishes so.
As for the way SN failed in that case, I don't really know. I think he was testing the stuff and got really sick to the point of feeling like dying.
Maybe he notices this thread and provide us some insight on his case.
i have no lasting damage, which is the one thing i can really praise SN for. that's honestly amazing that you can be recovered and have no lasting brain damage, seriously.

feeling like i was dying was an understatement: i was grey everywhere. if i didn't puke more i think i would be a goner. i'm very very lucky. anyone else who was in my position really should've gone to a hospital. anyone who drank more should go to a hospital.

i will say that SN is not as instant as people think. yes, it can take a minimum of 20 minutes to pass, but also up to four hours. even following the guide. i hope people remember that.

dying is a very, very hard thing to do on your own.
I wish I could go the N route if it just wasn't so expensive.
remember that N is also an injectable, i think. i also see it being offered as a pill. i might be wrong.
 
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PeacefulTonic

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You can't inject N, unless you know how to setup an IV and drip bag for yourself. And they don't have it in pill form. There's a potential new powdered source, though
 
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_elliott

sweet adeline.
Apr 24, 2021
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You can't inject N, unless you know how to setup an IV and drip bag for yourself. And they don't have it in pill form. There's a potential new powdered source, though
hey, good to know, sorry for possibly spreading untrue info.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

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Ah I had to do a bit of searching, you meant @_elliott not @Elliott1

Yeah, it seems like he didn't do a large enough dose and wasn't committed. I'm glad he's still around because that day was clearly not his day to go.
@-elliott is a female
 

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