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Every time i hear about someone my age or younger ctb i get soooooo jealous. Especially if they do it by SN. because why not me?! Why do i have to be here and suffer while others just get to leave. I was talking to my friend about this teen who died and i had to pretend to be sad instead of frustrated.
 
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I understand as all I want is to be free from this torturous existence, I just want peace from the suffering of existing, I just want to never suffer ever again, non-existence is just all that's positive and desirable to me and I always suffer from being trapped in this cruel, dreadful existence.
 
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