Venting I fucking hate people

[Bassem]

I fucking hate everyone I know, I've been trying really hard the last year to build more relationships and be more social but it was so in vain, I've built 0 close relationships, I have no one to vent to , I suspect no one enjoys my company(if I stop messaging people first no one will message me even if it's been months) and I feel invisible no matter how hard I try. Even my family will see me bawling my eyes out and harming myself and they just don't care like I don't hate every single day I live. I can't remember the last time someone's checked up on me even via text. I'm tired of it all and I just want to rot away in my room now.
Is this how people are?

 

[AsleepPreference160]

You're correct that people suck. It really shouldn't be surprising that so many people basically live on the internet. Also, I think you made the right decision by blaming those people for being shitty instead of blaming yourself, which is something a lot of people do and it makes them feel undeserved guilt.

 

[Eternal Bliss]

Sadly It's really hard to built relationships as an adult because everyone already has a circle of friends

 

[knux]

In general people are fucking awful. It's a good job I enjoy my own company.

 

[FuneralCry]

I just find the human species to be awful in general, it's so horrible how humans have created endless amounts of suffering all throughout history. I wish that this species would go voluntarily extinct through people no longer so cruelly deciding to force life here, but the problem is that humans lack the awareness for that and are way too selfish. But I just think that as long as one exists here it's for the best to try and avoid other people as they can very easily make existing much worse.

 

[MarkusJP]

so I try to be careful not to expect anything from anyone.
by presenting a fabricated version of myself, I can fulfill my need for approval to some extent, but there are skilled individuals and unskilled individuals in this regard, and I happen to be among the unskilled, which makes it unsuitable for me to navigate through life.

 

[The anhedonic one]

Yes, most people are self-absorbed and shallow. This includes friends and family.
Over the years I have found it best not to expect too much from people, because in most cases they will end up disappointing you in a multitude of ways.
So sorry you are going through this.

 

[Lamentice]

Is this how people are?

Yes.

 

[Andro_USYD]

U don't need them...focus on Ur work, studies whatever u've got going for you and live a solo life. I guess it depends whether Ur introverted or extroverted. Extroverts tend to get energy from people. I on the other hand have just lived to be content with being alone + I'm asexual because of the antidepressants and have no interest in getting a girlfriend or ever having kids so I'm alone probably 95% of the time and do almost every uni class online

 

[suicidalloser]

It would be too much pain for me in my own affairs to routinely check on others. Maybe they're like this—their reason for so. Only way to know is to speak
In person; if it matters enough

 

[ineedrope]

I dislike people too. I'm excluded from some events at work. And then the other day this girl was going around peoples offices at work to sign a birthday card for someone, had my coworker sign in and completely ignored me. Like I don't exist.