I Fucking Hate Myself, It Won't Stop

[mad_mongo]

It won't go away. Please make the pain stop. I push everyone away I'm tired of living. Now she's gone and the train is in eight hours.
no, this shit is too hard.

 

[derpyderpins]

I'm so sorry you had such an awful night. I hope you can feel relief one way or another soon.

 

[Linda]

It won't go away. Please make the pain stop. I push everyone away I'm tired of living. Now she's gone and the train is in eight hours.
no, this shit is too hard.

You can keep pushing people away, if you want, but some of us will keep coming back.
Your posts today are not making as much sense as they did two days ago. Are you very tired? Have you taken something?
Try shutting your mind down and getting some sleep if you can. It usually helps. You won't be able to help yourself while you are in the state you are in now, and it's difficult for anyone else to help you while you are in this state.