Discussion I find life pretty boring

[fkyou]

Tbh I find life pretty boring. I always found it boring but in youth there were promises attractiveness imagination possibilities time to work so that gave me joy.i Loved that version of it.but then we grow up really fast out of the youth period to middle age.the age where you start a family and raise kids I have no interest in that part it doesn't excite me ,after that you realize you will not get any of that I don't see the point the life I imagined isn't real and I'm not happy in the one I have
So I don't understand what I'm still doing here when all I get is horrible thoughts everyday playing with me.i think it's cause I'm in shock that this is all it is
What Ami doing here still? I have the opportunity to do partial hanging everyday? So what Ami staying for.there was a time where it felt good but that time is almost a year now.the ones who went ahead and ctbed didn't miss out like people like to say, because life doesn't get inherently better with age. Obviously the billions of people that carry life to old age prove otherwise,but those who ctbed do.

 

[Off_Switch]

Most of us here are products of parents who weren't responsibly equipped to give birth to us. They may have thought they were, but they weren't. Parents that couldn't even manage their own lives, let alone prepare ours for success. Only children born into an established lineage filled with of knowledge, experience and resources are lucky enough to live good lives. Of course there are outliers. But for the most part, we just weren't lucky.

 

[Echo]

I agree, life is boring. It's the same shit day in and day out. I'll watch tv or scroll on social media to pass the time but I'm bored to tears. Work gives me a focus and routine and money obviously to live. I cant really be bothered to socialise with friends either. Very monotonous. I'm in my late 30s now and have nothing in a private pension pot. The thought of scrimping and saving when I retire fills me with dread. I'm not even sure I'll make it that far in life.

 

[58Alice85]

This is hardcore, killing yourself because you are bored. more people should do this

 

[Lions303]

A boring life doesnt mean a boring life in the future. are there things which you enjoy which you can do more of?

 

[TBONTB]

Tbh I find life pretty boring. I always found it boring but in youth there were promises attractiveness imagination possibilities time to work so that gave me joy.i Loved that version of it.but then we grow up really fast out of the youth period to middle age.the age where you start a family and raise kids I have no interest in that part it doesn't excite me ,after that you realize you will not get any of that I don't see the point the life I imagined isn't real and I'm not happy in the one I have
So I don't understand what I'm still doing here when all I get is horrible thoughts everyday playing with me.i think it's cause I'm in shock that this is all it is
What Ami doing here still? I have the opportunity to do partial hanging everyday? So what Ami staying for.there was a time where it felt good but that time is almost a year now.the ones who went ahead and ctbed didn't miss out like people like to say, because life doesn't get inherently better with age. Obviously the billions of people that carry life to old age prove otherwise,but those who ctbed do.

CTB is pretty hard! I'm still here in part because of that.