I finally have it. 99.6% NaNO2, after getting a pretty low SN purity, I think I have the highest you can get. I need a few more things to help with it, but I think I'm nearly ready.
I've figured out the how. I think I know the where. I have a lot of physical training. I need to find a national park. I'm going to hike through it, as far as I can physically go and as far as the supplies will take me. Hopefully somewhere no one will ever find my body, my family doesn't deserve closure. She doesn't deserve closure. I don't think she does. I don't know. I don't care.
I think doing this next month, or November will be good, it will just be getting cold, and will make it harder to find me. I won't renew my lease, so I'll be forced to go through with it. I think either Frank Church or Big Bend. Either one should be big enough for it to at least be a few months before they find my body. Maybe I'll go into a cave.
The hardest thing is resiting the urge to take it right now. In my apartment. But I'll be found quickly.
If she ever finds this, I'm sorry. If my family every finds this, I hate you all.
I lost to a fucking cocaine addict.
I lost to a fucking cocaine addict.
I've figured out the how. I think I know the where. I have a lot of physical training. I need to find a national park. I'm going to hike through it, as far as I can physically go and as far as the supplies will take me. Hopefully somewhere no one will ever find my body, my family doesn't deserve closure. She doesn't deserve closure. I don't think she does. I don't know. I don't care.
I think doing this next month, or November will be good, it will just be getting cold, and will make it harder to find me. I won't renew my lease, so I'll be forced to go through with it. I think either Frank Church or Big Bend. Either one should be big enough for it to at least be a few months before they find my body. Maybe I'll go into a cave.
The hardest thing is resiting the urge to take it right now. In my apartment. But I'll be found quickly.
If she ever finds this, I'm sorry. If my family every finds this, I hate you all.
I lost to a fucking cocaine addict.
I lost to a fucking cocaine addict.
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