
PlushieLover
XII - THE HANGED MAN
- Mar 24, 2021
- 118
I remember when I was a kid I fell into a pool. i was not scared or something, i remember I was underwater just seeing the pool floor thinking "Oh, so I'm going to die?" So whatever, I wasn't panicking at all, I accepted my death immediately so I just closed my eyes. I unfortunately survived because someone took me out of the water.
I forgot about that like for my entire life until I got depresion. I think that I should have definitely die in that pool, I was so in peace with myself, I still didn't know what suffering was at that age and overall I was happy.
I also recently got a dream of me drowning and then going to a weird limbo. I was like in a cave with little light and there was money everywhere. I was just chilling there until some silent hill creatures started taking all the money and putting it in my bags. Then the creatures started eating my body and I "died."
I don't know why I'm telling you guys this but well I thought it was kind of interesting and I don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff so yeah. Thanks for reading :]
I forgot about that like for my entire life until I got depresion. I think that I should have definitely die in that pool, I was so in peace with myself, I still didn't know what suffering was at that age and overall I was happy.
I also recently got a dream of me drowning and then going to a weird limbo. I was like in a cave with little light and there was money everywhere. I was just chilling there until some silent hill creatures started taking all the money and putting it in my bags. Then the creatures started eating my body and I "died."
I don't know why I'm telling you guys this but well I thought it was kind of interesting and I don't have anyone to talk to about this stuff so yeah. Thanks for reading :]