Venting I felt good but it passed again

[Tionally]

I was finally okay for a while but it didn't really matter. I'm back at the beginning. I guess I should have expected it since I didn't actually solve any of my problems but..

I don't think I'll CTB before the due date I made some time ago but at this point I think it's possible I'll do it in a month/two. Or maybe I won't. Who knows at this point?

 

[AshClouds]

This happens to me sometimes, I feel a temporary improvement in my mood. One time it even lasted a day and a half, but the symptoms always return.

 

[CoffeeCrow]

I was finally okay for a while but it didn't really matter. I'm back at the beginning. I guess I should have expected it since I didn't actually solve any of my problems but..

I don't think I'll CTB before the due date I made some time ago but at this point I think it's possible I'll do it in a month/two. Or maybe I won't. Who knows at this point?

I'm in the same situation. However, it seems some medication is making me feel better, but I know that won't last either. The good thing about knowing the cyclical nature of this is that when I'm "at my best" I can make the best decision to CTB without anyone ever thinking I would make that decision. It's just too firmly planted in my head now.

 

[UKscotty]

Once you feel like CTB, I don't believe we can ever really recover. It's just an illusion.