Venting I feel stuck in a timeloop

[KillingPain267]

How can I get out?

 

[soonnotkoei]

please elaborate. i will try my best to respond if it is something i am qualified to answer.

 

[KillingPain267]

please elaborate. i will try my best to respond if it is something i am qualified to answer.

I cannot sense time passing anymore. And my mind keeps repeating the same thoughts over and over again.

 

[John_Galt]

I cannot sense time passing anymore. And my mind keeps repeating the same thoughts over and over again.

IF you have energy maybe do something you haven't done before - I feel like a normie for saying this but maybe do something to break the loop? Like that dude from Groundhog Day, gradually move out of routine and go on a walk - But then again if it were of that easiness none of would be here, Apologies if the advice doesn't make much sense... It seems like the days are a blur and everything is the same and your not alone in that thought/experience, Even normals are being effected but regardless I do not know your personal level with this time-loop experience

 

[KillingPain267]

IF you have energy maybe do something you haven't done before - I feel like a normie for saying this but maybe do something to break the loop? Like that dude from Groundhog Day, gradually move out of routine and go on a walk - But then again if it were of that easiness none of would be here, Apologies if the advice doesn't make much sense... It seems like the days are a blur and everything is the same and your not alone in that thought/experience, Even normals are being effected but regardless I do not know your personal level with this time-loop experience

I feel like death is the only way out. Seriously, I've tried everything. Therapy, meds, even drugs. But all those options are exhausted, and I feel like there is this great neon sign that says death. I don't really wanna die, but I also can't stay in this time loop because it's starting to creep me out.

 

[John_Galt]

I feel like death is the only way out. Seriously, I've tried everything. Therapy, meds, even drugs. But all those options are exhausted, and I feel like there is this great neon sign that says death. I don't really wanna die, but I also can't stay in this time loop because it's starting to creep me out.

I see what you mean... Rip

 

[soonnotkoei]

I feel like death is the only way out. Seriously, I've tried everything. Therapy, meds, even drugs. But all those options are exhausted, and I feel like there is this great neon sign that says death. I don't really wanna die, but I also can't stay in this time loop because it's starting to creep me out.

if you really dont want to die, then look for ways to disrupt this loop. i stand by John's answer. slowly make changes to your routine. it could be that you have trapped yourself because you cant stop thinking the same thoughts and you got pulled into the spiral.
if youve already decided to ctb, then i wish you the best whatever you choose.

apologies if it seems like downplaying your current situation with my response.