I couldnt properly support my loved one
My overwhelming emotions, chronic exhaustion, and insecurities got the best of me
I was so consumed by my own pain and misery that I became blinded to the pain of a close wounded soul to me
Im hurting and miserable too,I had reached a point where supporting someone else felt impossible because Im barely managing to support myself
But it blinded me from him
All he wanted was a safe place to escape from everything he was going through
All he wanted was for me to meet him where he was,to understand him and make him feel safe
We were so alike in ways that felt strangely familiar,he opened up to me because he believed I would understand
BUt i just hurt him instead
Telling things like i cant handle you, im in pain too
Things like he makes me bring the worst out of myself because of him
I kept lashing out at him yet he still stayed
I only made him feel unseen, a burden, and not accepted by someone he trusted
I made him feel every single thing im afraid and im insecure of
I ended things between us thinking that its no good keep hurting each other
I thought i made the right call yet i just blindly let him down
I cant stop overthinking and this breakup never brought me peace
I feel so guilty :(
My overwhelming emotions, chronic exhaustion, and insecurities got the best of me
I was so consumed by my own pain and misery that I became blinded to the pain of a close wounded soul to me
Im hurting and miserable too,I had reached a point where supporting someone else felt impossible because Im barely managing to support myself
But it blinded me from him
All he wanted was a safe place to escape from everything he was going through
All he wanted was for me to meet him where he was,to understand him and make him feel safe
We were so alike in ways that felt strangely familiar,he opened up to me because he believed I would understand
BUt i just hurt him instead
Telling things like i cant handle you, im in pain too
Things like he makes me bring the worst out of myself because of him
I kept lashing out at him yet he still stayed
I only made him feel unseen, a burden, and not accepted by someone he trusted
I made him feel every single thing im afraid and im insecure of
I ended things between us thinking that its no good keep hurting each other
I thought i made the right call yet i just blindly let him down
I cant stop overthinking and this breakup never brought me peace
I feel so guilty :(
