I feel lonely. Extreme lonely. I want to talk to sb in real.

[Catscratch]

Always lonely. But i cant handle it today. It is just fk extreme lonely. I cant describle it on words. I just want sb to talk with - in real life. But i have no one but my mom. But i dont know what to talk with her. Say i want to die with ur mom? I dont think it is a good idea

 

[InevitableDeath]

I had one of them once. She betrayed me almost the worst of all.

Humans eh?

 

[Catscratch]

I had one of them once. She betrayed me almost the worst of all.

Humans eh?

Then they are not worth with you. But in my story, she dont even betray me. She just, dont accept my feeling and emotion. We are just strangers at the first place, but i spent so much my feeling and emotion on her. I think myself is the problem

 

[BlendedHeart]

I absolutely relate to the first two posts.

The only person I have is my mother. It devastates me to see her get old. But, at the same time, it makes me sad not being able to talk to her. I can't say anything to her that doesn't end with "let's take you to a psychologist". I know she wants to help, but I just want someone to listen, not to judge.

Also, I had someone to talk to outside home. I asked her to never forget me. And although she promised it, she did it anyways. She betrayed me in the most painful way. She is the only person in this world I truly hate. I'm indifferent about everybody else.

 

[Catscratch]

I asked her to never forget me. And although she promised it, she did it anyways

Just as time changes the sea and the mountains, it can change people.