I feel like my problems are so small and i make drama out of it.

[lilibunnyy]

I feel really pressured from work and life stuff but I feel I should be stronger. I feel like a pussy.
Im so weak
But I can't afford to be weak. I need to work.
God dammit I endured law school, got good grades, I was something. Now im just a loser who freezes with anxiety and can't work because I dont want to disappoint my boss I like.
I know God is here. But I can't feel him. I wish I could

 

[PrincessSaturn]

God, this post really spoke to me. Praying that God makes His presence clear to you, friend. I wish I had the discipline to study and complete law school, that's honestly extremely admirable. I pray for success and peace in your career life! <3

I usually have a renewed sense of motivation at the start of the year, but mentally feel like I'm still in January. Been beating myself up for how "lazy" I've been. I've been slacking a lot and I'm so close to graduating (Business School) that it would be a real shame to throw it all away now.

 

[lilibunnyy]

God, this post really spoke to me. Praying that God makes His presence clear to you, friend. I wish I had the discipline to study and complete law school, that honestly extremely admirable. I pray for success and peace in your career life! <3

I usually have a renewed sense of motivation at the start of the year, but mentally feel like I'm still in January. Been beating myself up for how "lazy" I've been. I've been slacking a lot and I'm so close to graduating (Business School) that it would be a real shame to throw it all away now.

I love internet because I can met kind souls like yours. Maybe that's how God talks to us sometimes.
I know you are strong, you endure. You are not lazy. Life is though. You need to forgive yourself too, because I know you always forgive others. Why don't you think you dont deserve your forgiveness and call yourself lazy ? I know you can do it, even if in small steps. And dear princess, I know we dont know eatchother, but im rooting for you and praying for you.
Don't give up, its though after college too, but it does take you places and gives you happy moments.
Thank you so much for commenting on this post, im feeling so lonely and sometimes I forget how many kind souls there are in this world that just take their time to be nice to a stranger.
You're going to do it ! I know it
Sorry if its too lame but I really will root for you and wish you strength

 

[PrincessSaturn]

Sorry if its too lame but I really will root for you and wish you strength

No, not lame at all. I appreciate your kind words more than you know. It's moments like these that I'm grateful for spaces like this where we can be open and honest about our dark feelings, and find like-minded souls that'll help encourage us to be better.

I'm rooting for you too, friend! Feel free to message me privately if you ever wanna chat, need prayer request, or encouragement! Be blessed <3