Being opposed by everything and everyone almost all of the time is tiring. I know I am generalising. I know that not everything and everyone is opposing me but I feel overwhelmed to the point where I feel it would be easier to not exist.
Nothing I do seems to do anything. Everything feels like a herculean effort to do anything and the less I think of the world outside of my bubble, the happier I seem to be.
And at the same time there is this feeling that there isn't much point in committing suicide because I'm going to die one day anyway or the world may end in disaster whether it's AI overthrowing humans or nuclear war, human civilisation it seems is heading for disaster.
Nothing I do seems to do anything. Everything feels like a herculean effort to do anything and the less I think of the world outside of my bubble, the happier I seem to be.
And at the same time there is this feeling that there isn't much point in committing suicide because I'm going to die one day anyway or the world may end in disaster whether it's AI overthrowing humans or nuclear war, human civilisation it seems is heading for disaster.
