I feel like I'm just not normal

[OdeToTheMets]

like it's as if everyone else knows each other and I don't. I feel like I'm constantly the one who has to understand everyone else and what they want. People look at YOU wierd if you do something wrong.
Do I just not know what's normal? How does it always feel like other people can just walk up to each other and talk to each other, and I can't do that in case they don't want to.

 

[katara]

I have always felt abnormal. I have struggled trying to make connections with people, I never understood why. I try making a friend, and then I have one, then I get cut off and can't understand why. Had that happen this year on this site. Shes still around just didn't want to talk anymore I guess I can relate to what u said I always feel like other people connect in a way they don't with me, and I never figured out why. I just thought maybe it was bc of my situation. I don't have money so I can't travel and do normal things.