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AdamApple

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Sep 20, 2022
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I can't talk, i can't feel, i am completely numb. I do not want friends, people broke me, i feel like an intruder i never wanted to be here, i dont understand and like most of the people. most people seem stupid or idiots in my eyes. also the corrupted world gov does not help.

I feel like im too different to stay in this world. My mentality is always different than most people. What the fuck am i doing here and why...
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
5,568
welcome to the club let me guess your enslaved in awful shit living out your misery in a shithole/hellhole because the vast majority of humans alive are stupid it's only ever a few that change the world and live t thier full potential, surrounded by idiots let down by the sheep
Not sure if im depressed or surrounded by idiots
 
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makethepainstop

makethepainstop

Visionary
Sep 16, 2022
2,029
I wish I knew why so many of us just don't fit into the normal default modes of life.
I guess some of us are just born to suffer, sigh. I hate it. Love and a big hug to you.
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
I can't talk, i can't feel, i am completely numb. I do not want friends, people broke me, i feel like an intruder i never wanted to be here, i dont understand and like most of the people. most people seem stupid or idiots in my eyes. also the corrupted world gov does not help.

I feel like im too different to stay in this world. My mentality is always different than most people. What the fuck am i doing here and why...
There are many followers, a few leaders... And once in a while we get an intelligent pioneers, who'll explore weird possibilities to find better ways & evolve us.

But we get persecuted & don't have the extra b vitamins our brain requires, extra stress from others instead of extra support...

I want to die too & let Idiocracy (movie) happen.
I wish I knew why so many of us just don't fit into the normal default modes of life.
I guess some of us are just born to suffer, sigh. I hate it. Love and a big hug to you.
No life forms fits in that machine
 
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Luna88

Student
Jan 4, 2021
119
I can't talk, i can't feel, i am completely numb. I do not want friends, people broke me, i feel like an intruder i never wanted to be here, i dont understand and like most of the people. most people seem stupid or idiots in my eyes. also the corrupted world gov does not help.

I feel like im too different to stay in this world. My mentality is always different than most people. What the fuck am i doing here and why...
as if i wrote it...
 
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hamvil

Wizard
Aug 29, 2022
650
I guess we are the problem, the majority of the world seems to work fine instead we are the ones strongly with society and with the world. I wish I was like other people, discuss stupid things and just enjoy life.
 
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Astral Storm

Astral Storm

Existence hurts too much
Aug 10, 2022
74
I can relate. Personally, I don't get how people want to live in this world which is full of cruelty and violence. I never wanted to be here in this cold world and I want to leave. I just don't belong here at all.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,248
Your feelings are understandable. I also don't belong, I've never belonged anywhere in this world and there could never be anything here for me at all. I simply don't relate to people and I don't want to either. I really should have never existed.

I just see life itself as being the problem and I could never see life as being desirable no matter what, I see existence as being a prison and a burden and the only way to find relief from suffering is to escape from this world. Maybe some people are not meant for living. I would personally rather see life for what it really is, endless misery all for no purpose, rather than believe in delusions about the reality that we live in.
 
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Dark Moon

Dark Moon

Warlock
Sep 21, 2022
789
I'm also the same, I don't fit into the mold of society like most normal people do and I'm wondering why I exist here in the first place. I don't feel like I belong here.
 
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brokensea

Arcanist
Aug 4, 2022
405
I've always felt I don't belong in the world since I was a kid. I never understood why people are assholes or need to be assholes or why the world was so cruel. I wanted to be the opposite. But then being nice in a cruel world you're just crushed by someone's boot. Stomped into the cement over and over. This is life's reward for not joining the assholes until you want to die. Welcome to life.
 
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