Venting I feel like I am younger then I physically am and just wanna write this somewhere

[HaibaneRakka]

I dont physically age much but I also feel I dont age emotionally or mentally to much like I mature and understand things better but I feel like at some point in my life I stopped aging and its kinda difficult at times as its like its harder to understand people and other things because its like idk how to say it. Its just like I dont want this to change as im happy being me but its also makes things harder sometime I thought I would be able to word this better or be more coherient but I wanna wanna just shout this out

 

[Grasp of darkness]

I know what you mean. I'm 26 now but I don't really feel different from when I was 18. The way I think, the way I like things,...
But time doesn't stop. Everything else goes forward. Friends change and go forward with life. They build their careers, get married, get kids,...
Your parents age or may even die. No matter how hard you try to cling onto the past, the present moves on anyway.
Right now I try to move on anyway. It sucks but it sucks even worse feeling like I'm getting more behind every passing day.

 

[HaibaneRakka]

but there is always the ability to ctb and be timeless