Venting I feel like ctb is my only hoppy

[iamsofkntired]

As i said , it's the only thing i want it's the only thing i spend time thinking about , nothing in the world makes me interested except for suicide , I don't know what to do, I have no idea what I'm gonna do if I dont ctb , I failed all my tests and I have no other hope in life but to leave it .

 

[WAITING TO DIE]

Same.
I have zero interest in existence.
Only the thought of putting myself out of my misery makes me happy.
From the moment I wake up to the moment I sleep, dying is mostly all I think about.

 

[アホペンギン]

Same, contemplating how I plan to die and fantasizing myself using any method, even brutal ones since pain isn't a factor when thinking about the method is the only thing that I can think about now, the vast majority of my thoughts are just about death.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm also only wishing to cease existing as well. It comforts me the thought of no longer being burdened with this existence, only the peace of eternal sleep appeals to me.