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one million years

one million years

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Mar 12, 2026
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I feel disconnected from the rest of humanity. Having friends stresses me out and honestly doesn't seem worth it. Human faces look weird and gross to me and they're hard to look at. And sometimes I look in the mirror and I feel like it's not me. These feel like things that human instinct should take care of, but that just doesn't happen. I'm convinced I am just different in some invisible way.

These things have been happening my whole life but lately the feeling of alienation from other people is stronger. I hope it goes away.
 
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I feel you, i also struggle with blending in as a human being, feel like i share nothing in common with anyone ever. Seeing someone else also struggle with the feeling of alienation weirdly makes me finally feel like im connected with another human being. Hope things get better for you.
 
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I feel the same way. I feel like I'm something else entirely wearing human skin. I feel like I lack an important quality that others have, that cant quite be easily defined.
 
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