Venting i feel guilty for making fun of other ppl's suicide before

[Haibane-renmei-reki]

thankfully i never did it casually or many times, but while engaging online in certain toxic communities, i would end up bandwagoning and bullying someone with unfunny memes mocking suicide, ugh, to think about it, being born and forced to seek an exit because life fucks you daily is awful and me there making it worse for them is just ugh, there was no good reason to do that, but i guess spending too much time in certain online communities got the worst out of me on rare occasions.

Wish we could all accept oneanother and work to make life less hard for oneanother

 

[trying ungracefully]

I remember making kill yourself jokes to friends when I was a kid. It really seemed light hearted at the time. But when I got older and came more to terms mental health and heard my boyfriend's little sister say it I realized how much it is to say to someone even as a joke, she just kept repeating it. It really felt hurtful for me to hear.