VoidDesirer22
A dream inside a locked room
- Sep 6, 2021
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When I was still naive and hadn't yet assimilated to how miserable my brain inherently is, I would try to "get close" to people.
There was one person in particular whose career I think I impacted. I took up their time to go on holiday with them, and to claim that this fulls me with ordinary grief and regret is a huge understatement. I can only describe it as the more extreme forms of misery from someone who absolutely never had a chance at being happy.
I want nothing more than to enter non-existence and become a fading memory. The help provided by this forum is profoundly beautiful.
Thank you for reading.
There was one person in particular whose career I think I impacted. I took up their time to go on holiday with them, and to claim that this fulls me with ordinary grief and regret is a huge understatement. I can only describe it as the more extreme forms of misery from someone who absolutely never had a chance at being happy.
I want nothing more than to enter non-existence and become a fading memory. The help provided by this forum is profoundly beautiful.
Thank you for reading.
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