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hi guys! i'm currently having a panic attack (as i've had one nearly daily this week again. sigh) and im trying to not give in to the bad thoughts so i just wanted to say hi to you all. feel free to vent or just say how your day was !! i'll start : i washed all my clothes and linens to prepare to move to college in 2 dayssss ahghghgh
 
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Hi there. I am envious you have so many clean clothes!!!
 
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Hi there. I am envious you have so many clean clothes!!!
hehehe i love the feeling of having all my clothes back and clean !! so many outfits :3
 
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hehehe i love the feeling of having all my clothes back and clean !! so many outfits :3
I went to a day of work at my former employer, where I'm doing a little part time work. It was fun to see friends!
 
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hi guys! i'm currently having a panic attack (as i've had one nearly daily this week again. sigh) and im trying to not give in to the bad thoughts so i just wanted to say hi to you all. feel free to vent or just say how your day was !! i'll start : i washed all my clothes and linens to prepare to move to college in 2 dayssss ahghghgh
Hi! College can be fun, I hope you'll like it! How do you feel about going there?
 
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Hi! College can be fun, I hope you'll like it! How do you feel about going there?
super nervous :( but im hoping for the best!
(not related to quote) also one of u guys started a priv convo with me but i literally can't view it!! im sorry i promise im not ignoring u on purpose
 
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With clean clothes, everything is possible, especially the best! :))
 
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Hi there! Honestly my day has been pretty average for me right now. I plan to expand my connection on to psychology since that that area was interesting to me since I've had my depression and being here.

Also moving to college sounds really fun for you. Hopefully you'll succeed there!
 
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hi!! i am ALSO in college LMAO and i wish you the best of luck :) i believe that you are capable of succeeding!! also i looooooooove when i wash all my clothes. they always smell soooo good
 
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hehe~ It's nice to just lather your face in freshly clean clothes! ^_^ They're all so warm when they come out of the dryer! >w< best of luck in college! It's awful for some [like me unfortunately~ :(] and good for others (hopefully you! hehe~)!
 
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Hi there! Honestly my day has been pretty average for me right now. I plan to expand my connection on to psychology since that that area was interesting to me since I've had my depression and being here.

Also moving to college sounds really fun for you. Hopefully you'll succeed there!
thank u so so much! best of luck on ur researche :3
hi!! i am ALSO in college LMAO and i wish you the best of luck :) i believe that you are capable of succeeding!! also i looooooooove when i wash all my clothes. they always smell soooo good
i love fresh clothes smell and feel... when theyre all warm :33
hehe~ It's nice to just lather your face in freshly clean clothes! ^_^ They're all so warm when they come out of the dryer! >w< best of luck in college! It's awful for some [like me unfortunately~ :(] and good for others (hopefully you! hehe~)!
im so sorry!! i'm hoping it's ok, and i hope things get better for you!! mwah
 
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hehe~ It's nice to just lather your face in freshly clean clothes! ^_^ They're all so warm when they come out of the dryer! >w< best of luck in college! It's awful for some [like me unfortunately~ :(] and good for others (hopefully you! hehe~)!
where I am, the clothes get put on the line. Tho yep, some clothes feel great :)
 
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hello 👋

I hope you are doing better now. Your situation sounds nightmarish, I couldn't imagine experiencing panic attacks so frequently. Hopefully you can find some solution so that it doesn't pose too much of a hinderance for you when you are settled in to college. Do you think you will adjust well to that new environment? I do not fully understand the nature of your situation but I wish you well on your journey.
 
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hello 👋

I hope you are doing better now. Your situation sounds nightmarish, I couldn't imagine experiencing panic attacks so frequently. Hopefully you can find some solution so that it doesn't pose too much of a hinderance for you when you are settled in to college. Do you think you will adjust well to that new environment? I do not fully understand the nature of your situation but I wish you well on your journey.
hi!! dont worry, im working really hard to recover :3 and im hoping i adjust to the environment. im going to throw myself into my studies to hopefully distract myself from the stress of moving and such.
 
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i also really love fashion. i have lots of clothes, mostly old uniforms and dress wear. what sort of clothes do you collect, what sort of fashion do you enjoy? i like to collect security uniforms and old military and dress wear.

i got into a really bad fight with one of my only irl friends and i feel terrified of being alone again. i feel so scared that i will never have a cohesive social circle. the idea of going back to not having any friends fills me with a deep knot in my chest that hurts. while my friend was fighting with me i started to feel dizzy and my chest felt tight. i've laid down but i can't get to sleep, and i don't know who to talk to .
everything is so scary
 
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i also really love fashion. i have lots of clothes, mostly old uniforms and dress wear. what sort of clothes do you collect, what sort of fashion do you enjoy? i like to collect security uniforms and old military and dress wear.

i got into a really bad fight with one of my only irl friends and i feel terrified of being alone again. i feel so scared that i will never have a cohesive social circle. the idea of going back to not having any friends fills me with a deep knot in my chest that hurts. while my friend was fighting with me i started to feel dizzy and my chest felt tight. i've laid down but i can't get to sleep, and i don't know who to talk to .
everything is so scary
anything cutesy! im huge into japanese fashion, especially gyaru and jirai kei, but i also love others. i've been into alternative fashion ever since i was a little girl and growing my wardrobe is one of my favorite hobbies. im a chronic shopper hehe

im really sorry about that!! have you talked to your friend about it? try and let them know that disagreements happen but you really value their friendship. it's really hard to make real friends, i get that a lot. if you want to chat, message me anytime :)
 
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i'm not super familiar with that sort of style. kind of like the magazine japanese "fruits," right? actually, after looking it up, not very similar lole .. do you have any favourite designers ? runway shows are usually how i get my outfit inspiration, and i find them a really useful tool for understanding different styles. i wanna study fashion more thoroughly and get familiar with all the different styles and nooks and crannies. do you have any recommendations for learning more about the styles that inspire you ?

i tried my best to capitulate to her without being dishonest. i am trying to calm myself down by writing in my diary, working on some music, and i think i may take a bath to make myself sleepy.
 
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i'm not super familiar with that sort of style. kind of like the magazine japanese "fruits," right? actually, after looking it up, not very similar lole .. do you have any favourite designers ? runway shows are usually how i get my outfit inspiration, and i find them a really useful tool for understanding different styles. i wanna study fashion more thoroughly and get familiar with all the different styles and nooks and crannies. do you have any recommendations for learning more about the styles that inspire you ?

i tried my best to capitulate to her without being dishonest. i am trying to calm myself down by writing in my diary, working on some music, and i think i may take a bath to make myself sleepy.
some of my fav brands are acdc rag, dominnico, juicy couture, basically anything that make me look like a game character. im quite surface level in runway shows, honestly, but my fav model is alex consani :3 honestly i take a lot of inspo from 2000s aesthetics, japanese idols, cyberpunk media, lots of that digital internet girl stuff lol

those are some great coping mechanisms!! journaling always helps me too. enjoy that bath, theres nothing like feeling all warm and clean and nice
 
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anything cutesy! im huge into japanese fashion, especially gyaru and jirai kei, but i also love others. i've been into alternative fashion ever since i was a little girl and growing my wardrobe is one of my favorite hobbies. im a chronic shopper hehe

im really sorry about that!! have you talked to your friend about it? try and let them know that disagreements happen but you really value their friendship. it's really hard to make real friends, i get that a lot. if you want to chat, message me anytime :)
omggg i'm also into japanese fashion ! > < but i also mostly dress kinda coquette since i love pink <3
chronic shopper is so real i just keep buying random trinkets and pink stuff, my wallet is suffering lmaoo
 
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omggg i'm also into japanese fashion ! > < but i also mostly dress kinda coquette since i love pink <3
chronic shopper is so real i just keep buying random trinkets and pink stuff, my wallet is suffering lmaoo
pink is my fav color too omg!! what substyles do u like :p
 
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dominnico
wowowow i really liked dominnico ! going to look more into that brand later. you should look into the designer mowalola, she's wonderful and seems similar in style. she also references early 2000s styles alot.

i appreciate you speaking with me, i'm going to sleep now.
 
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wowowow i really liked dominnico ! going to look more into that brand later. you should look into the designer mowalola, she's wonderful and seems similar in style. she also references early 2000s styles alot.

i appreciate you speaking with me, i'm going to sleep now.
ty for the rec!! it's so cute omg; get some good rest!
 
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hi guys! i'm currently having a panic attack (as i've had one nearly daily this week again. sigh) and im trying to not give in to the bad thoughts so i just wanted to say hi to you all. feel free to vent or just say how your day was !! i'll start : i washed all my clothes and linens to prepare to move to college in 2 dayssss ahghghgh

Ahh good luck, I start my next semester next Wednesday!
 
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hi guys! i'm currently having a panic attack (as i've had one nearly daily this week again. sigh) and im trying to not give in to the bad thoughts so i just wanted to say hi to you all. feel free to vent or just say how your day was !! i'll start : i washed all my clothes and linens to prepare to move to college in 2 dayssss ahghghgh
Heyyy 👋 Im sorry youve been having constant panic attacks Do you think its the move to collage thats doing it? (Congrats btw, Im wishing you all the best and know youre destined for amazing thing <3) Having clean clothes is one less thing off the mind tho
 
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Ahh good luck, I start my next semester next Wednesday!
LEON KENNEDY ON MY SUICIDE FORUM>????? love that guy!!!!!!! jokes aside, best of luck!! my classes also start next wednesday
Heyyy 👋 Im sorry youve been having constant panic attacks Do you think its the move to collage thats doing it? (Congrats btw, Im wishing you all the best and know youre destined for amazing thing <3) Having clean clothes is one less thing off the mind tho
not sure.. i've been having them for months now. i guess i'll find out when i get there ;-; thank you so sos osososos much for the kind words :)
 
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