I feel ASMR when I think about death

[OneBigBlur]

I'm sure I'd be sent to a psych ward admitting that in real life but it happens when I imagine there being no more pain, loneliness, rejection, expectations, and greed around me when I pass. I think about how free I'll be from this Hell and it instills in me a cool soothing sensation that I can only describe as bliss. Funny how I can't feel such a thing from the shithole known as life.

 

[Apathy79]

Sounds like you should just sit around blissed out thinking about death! You'd be living better than most.

 

[OneBigBlur]

Sounds like you should just sit around blissed out thinking about death! You'd be living better than most.

It doesn't seem to work if it's forced, the thoughts about it have to come naturally.