Crematoryy
Autophagic Loneliness
- Feb 12, 2025
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Every day of my existence I have only wished for the same thing: to have someone by my side, the union of two whole presences, to be accepted as I am. But I have never had the company or affection of anyone, because the world is not a good place, people compete and judge each other. I was simply born with a need that can never be satisfied. Love doesn't exist—not for my reality, not within my financial and aesthetic conditions. Although I always long to feel the unexpected embrace of someone who loves me, this will never happen. I will have to endure the absence for my entire life, seeking distraction in activities that bring me no meaning or validation. This is my condemnation: loneliness is my natural state. I hope the world doesn't assume I will be a harmless being when subjected to this indifference; the pain of existing in this world must be shared with everyone.
