Venting I failed my attempt

[dory]

Kind of a shit attempt but i was desperate and tired of waiting for a chance to get SN. I hung myself on one of my tall cabinets and it would've worked except I have seizures and one got triggered. my leg hit the side and glass shattered so my mom kinda walked in and saw me just hanging. I blacked out after seeing her come in and I don't remember anything after that. Im hospitalized now waiting to be discharged home because they said its safe to do so (lol). Only injury is a bit of rope burn on my neck. My mom has been walking in periodically to just ask me condescending questions like if I regret it and what I was thinking. This is my first serious attempt and I always thought if i were to fail id regret it deeply and never want to try again but thats not really the case. Im glad they are sending me home instead of to inpatient lmfao. Im just really fucking bored now and don't feel like texting my friends back

 

[unluckysadness]

So sorry to hear you're at the hospital. Get some rest and give yourself time. I wish you peace and I send you hugs

 

[INYGTRMTFMO]

Recovering at home does seem nicer than recovering in inpatient, though I'm sorry your mom is being so condescending about it. I hope you do get an opportunity to rest, and I hope they can find a more effective treatment for whatever is triggering your seizures.