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peacefulnights

peacefulnights

star gazer
Jan 15, 2026
1
I am naturally a night person, I like the quiet, the peace, it feels like freedom when everything ceases to be. I have always felt this way and used to just walk around my town or chill at parks during night. Not sure if anyone else feels this way haha, I am hoping CTB will be a state of peace or non-existence like this.
 
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soul2realm

Student
Oct 12, 2025
137
Same here. It's so peaceful and invigorating almost as if some shackles have been taken off.
 
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GodzillasBiggestFan

GodzillasBiggestFan

Godzilla's Lonely Bestie
Jan 12, 2026
25
i feel the same. i always feel anxiety when i see light coming in through the window and feel peace when its just dark out.
 
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ThinHopes

ThinHopes

Spes Lenta Moritur
Jan 12, 2026
2
I've had that same sense of freedom at night. I once managed to sneak outside past 12 a.m. and it gave me a really unique feeling. I wish I could experience it again, but for now I have to be satisfied with simply being awake in bed.
 
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persepexa

Student
Feb 7, 2025
146
I've always loved the night time. Especially on a clear night I love looking at the moon and the stars. I love when there's no one around and I can just relax. No one expects anything of you at night. No worries or expectations. Even if something is wrong or you have a problem you can do anything about it til the morning. I love it.
 
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SanagiMezamete

SanagiMezamete

Member
Jan 1, 2026
79
It's so quiet and peaceful at night. The whole world feels empty and still, and I am free.

It's far easier to be unseen at night, and being visible in itself is uncomfortable for me. I feel so safe and like I can be myself when in the complete dark, even when around others. It's the closest I can get to being a ghost đź‘» The next best thing would be covering my entire face, but that isn't very socially acceptable...

The "being visible" thing is really noticeable when I'm in public and the lights go out. It makes me realize just how uncomfortable I was having light cast upon me, and how much relief I feel for however long the power stays off.
 
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violetforever

violetforever

Student
Dec 24, 2025
164
early morning and late at night = silence and solitude = peace for me.
 
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Unlucky777

Unlucky777

Experienced
Dec 10, 2025
287
I don't like day time. I love the night time.

Yes
Yes
Yes
 
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Arvayn

Arvayn

Face the end.
Nov 11, 2025
118
Same here. I prefer waking up at night and going to sleep at day; it's quieter and there are no people around, which I enjoy. I have pale skin that blisters red if I go out in harsh sun, so it's a matter of health, too...
 
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NeuroAtypical

NeuroAtypical

bearer of bad news
Dec 5, 2025
9
The cool night air, no judging eyes, stars in the sky, the world is asleep.
It's comforting.
 
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