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kuroshimi

kuroshimi

If you're not remembered, then you never existed.
Dec 1, 2025
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I am actually afraid of what will happen in future. The state of world become worse and worse. The governments going crazy (my country included) and I think it will be much worse.

I still don't know what to do in life, I almost don't know how to do anything and feel myself useless. I was threated badly in childhood and I just couldn't truly live life to the fullest. I have experienced many unpleasant things. Life's been rough on me and here we are.

I already feel tired of life and feel like I'm going to break down. I don't want to end like this, but looking like situation are forcing me to.
 
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vomitiveparasites

vomitiveparasites

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Nov 11, 2025
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I'm so sorry to hear that you struggled so much in life. I totally understand you, we live in a rotten world that is in a continuous decayment alongside everyone's personal issues which do not help at all.

I hope you find joy in your life soon.
 
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AstralMadness

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Nov 20, 2025
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I'm sorry you've had the displeasure of experiencing those things. Same here, life's not been very kind to me, not even recently so.. well, i have the same opinion as you. Don't want to see much of 2026
 
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