Venting I don’t want to live anymore.

[Pancake]

I keep spiraling in and out of self-loathing. It's hard to even try to improv myself in these past years so when I see the improvement of others, especially those close to me, I feel worthless and miserable.

I'm worthless and I'm becoming undeserving of life, but I'm too scared to take my own. I don't know what to do.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

It sounds a bit like you compare yourself to others. We often (always) compare ourselves to other in our society (me included) but you're not worthless and especially your life isn't worthless. Why do u think you're worthless?

Living is hard - dying is even harder. I'm sorry you feel so bad and you have to go through this.

 

[AkaRed]

If you struggle with comparing yourself to others, I have the same issue ;; It's so hard when it feels like everyone else around you is thriving and you're just always falling behind. It's horrible. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to PM. ^^

<3

 

[karmaisabitch]

I don't want to live anymore either! None is better than me in anyway but when you become very sad after a child loss your life is worthless and empty. I didn't protect my do I was suppose to go first this is out of order and none will ever understand how painful it's. I sleep looking for resources and getup looking for resources! Is this healthy? Of course not. So I rather be dead. I'm sorry I'm off your topic but no my friend, none is better than you-know that.