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ChinUp

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Jul 6, 2025
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I'm really at a point in my life where I'm tired of suffering in pain and I'm ready to ctb. I've expressed that I don't want to go alone. I've suffered for a long time and I just want to go to sleep and not awake again. I'm from usa, IL! I need to go asap! Please help anyone!
 
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dudebl

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Aug 29, 2025
103
I'm with you in spirit, my life is cooked and there is no fixing it. I hope you find peace.
 
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WonderWhatsOutThere

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Aug 30, 2025
99
Well, you could always drive out to Royal Gorge Bridge in Colorado and jump. As far as I can tell, there are no reported survivors of jumping attempts. And, hell, if you come out, I'll jump with you. I don't really want to die alone either
 
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pathetic
Aug 29, 2025
4
i hope you find your peace, man.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I really understand, I also just wish to be free from all the suffering, all I hope for is to be permanently free from this torturous and futile existence, I hope you find the peace you search for.
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering đź«‚:heart:
 

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