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Dresired

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I'm crying while writing this, but I fear so much that I'll live up to 40 years and still do nothing of my life... This makes me want to rip off my skin and scream, I DON'T KNOW IT'S SO DESPERATING I feel like suffocating rn
 
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Dresired said:
I'm crying while writing this, but I fear so much that I'll live up to 40 years and still do nothing of my life... This makes me want to rip off my skin and scream, I DON'T KNOW IT'S SO DESPERATING I feel like suffocating rn
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The fear of being a bum at 40 but the depression paralyzing you to the bed. I get it all too well
 
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this is all too real and I'm sorry you deal with this fear. it's always on my mind too. wondering what the point of bettering myself when that's a huge probability in my future anyway 8(
 
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