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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
490
I just can't keep living. You know?
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
470
Yeah. I know. Same thing.
I don't want to die too. In my case it's exhaustion and burnout — a chronic one, it seems.
But it's great that you don't want to die, that's the biggest part basically.
 
Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
490
Yeah. I know. Same thing.
I don't want to die too. In my case it's exhaustion and burnout — a chronic one, it seems.
But it's great that you don't want to die, that's the biggest part basically.
Yeah, it's true. But don't you sometimes just wish you could let go of life?
 
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Mocha

Mocha

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Mar 17, 2025
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I don't want to die, either. But I feel like I'm watching from the background as others live their lives, barred from living my own for reasons out of my control. I'd prefer to end it than to continue living a life without social acceptance.
 
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struggles_inc

struggles_inc

life is a highway and i wanna wreck my car
Jun 24, 2023
470
Yeah, it's true. But don't you sometimes just wish you could let go of life?
I used to. Have these thoughts sometimes. It would be fun to just say au revoir to everyone who expects me to just show up. But then I also didn't kill myself and decided to recover because I think there is still stuff I want to experience. I like food, lol, wanna try some crazy Indian cuisine.
 
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