• Light/Dark
  • Hey Guest,

    We wanted to share a quick update with the community.

    Our public expense ledger is now live, allowing anyone to see how donations are used to support the ongoing operation of the site.

    👉 View the ledger here

    Over the past year, increased regulatory pressure in multiple regions like UK OFCOM and Australia's eSafety has led to higher operational costs, including infrastructure, security, and the need to work with more specialized service providers to keep the site online and stable.

    If you value the community and would like to help support its continued operation, donations are greatly appreciated. If you wish to donate via Bank Transfer or other options, please open a ticket.

    Donate via cryptocurrency:

    Bitcoin (BTC):
    Ethereum (ETH):
    Monero (XMR):

I don't understand what's wrong with me

girafeli

girafeli

it's okay
Dec 23, 2025
39
I wish I had scheduled my psychiatrist assessment earlier. When I went to schedule an appointment in september, the nearest date was in february. I don't think I can wait that long anymore. I thought I could make it there. I don't think I can anymore. Everyday I wake up in a panic and all I feel is suffering and my brain just imploding on itself from catastrophising. I wish time just stopped. I wish I could just cry for days. I wish I wasn't forced to pretend I'm okay.
 
  • Hugs
Reactions: Forever Sleep and Praestat_Mori
You must log in or register to reply here.

Similar threads

sleeplessboyinbed
Venting TW: SxA. I think my mom was SAing me
Replies
5
Views
394
Suicide Discussion
sleeplessboyinbed
sleeplessboyinbed
sleeplessboyinbed
Venting I wish i could talk to somebody right now
Replies
0
Views
250
Suicide Discussion
sleeplessboyinbed
sleeplessboyinbed
Who am I?
Venting I don't know what to do.
Replies
2
Views
186
Suicide Discussion
Jamesbond
J
butterbutter143
i really, really don't want to kill myself. but i feel like i need to
Replies
3
Views
294
Suicide Discussion
Aflame5926
Aflame5926
The Disqualified
Venting I can't move on
Replies
1
Views
177
Suicide Discussion
singingcrow
singingcrow
Top Bottom