Venting I don't think I'll be around by the end of the year

[suirepman]

I don't think I have anything left to live for. I've suffered with gender dysphoria without any hope that transitioning could work since I've masculinized already. I will always be poor, after going to college, getting a degree, and no one hiring me. I am stuck at a dead end job with zero prospects. I have to friends/family. any reason one would have to keep living. I don't have. its a shame that it just doesn't work out for some people, but it definitely seems my time is coming up

 

[Zaphkiel]

I'm still debating myself. i'm far away from my family, but we dont talk to each others anyway.
here i have a couple of....collegue from work with wich i do some things, some times...maybe.
My wife left me and with her all the friends we have and her family became my family , who i dont have anymore.
Stil ldebating with charcoal in the car or nitrogen...

 

[FuneralCry]

The unfortunate reality is that life really is so unnecessarily cruel, we certainly exist in such a hellish world where people suffer all through no fault of their own. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that you find the freedom you wish for.