Venting i dont think i particularly want to die but im ok with it

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idk why im writing this but like. i cant imagine a life outside of this: it just feels like im done here. i mean of course im sad but a-lot of people get sad. i am not suffering i just feels this is the natrual point in which my life should end. i dont wanna graduate high school or move out of my parents house. im fine the way things are right now and i would rather end things on a good note. things are only ever gonna get worse, so i guess im okay with it. idk i get scared sometimes but im gonna die one day anyways