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4eyebiped

4eyebiped

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Dec 28, 2019
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Just out of curiosity, does everyone on this forum has suicidal thoughts? And when name are cross out what is that mean?
I imagine a large percentage of people here have suicidal thoughts, but I wouldn't say everyone does. There are many other reasons for people to be here.

From what I know, names are marked out when someone is banned, someone maybe got better and had the account disabled or requested it closed for various other reasons. Will have to let a someone more experienced here add to this.
 
peepo

peepo

Member
Nov 11, 2021
75
I'm a virgin and I wished that my first time having consensual sex wouldn't have to be like this, but I've arranged to meet an older man who is willing to pay me quick bucks in return for sex. I thought i could hold on longer and make more money through this till i could afford n but I'm barely functioning...
My triggers have left me with crippling emotional pain. I think I'll have to go through with SN. I will order it after i get money from that guy.

I'll do the 48 hours regimen. I'll take the meto and antacid and painkiller to assist with the ctb. I don't think I will be able to get a hand on a benzo or beta blocker. I can't ask dad to get it since they're not commonly used medicines. I just hope everything works out and I'm gone within this month.
Please avoid. This is one my biggest regret. I am a guy and I had sex with a lot of guys. I dont feel the same anymore.
 
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falling bird

Member
Dec 2, 2021
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I imagine a large percentage of people here have suicidal thoughts, but I wouldn't say everyone does. There are many other reasons for people to be here.

From what I know, names are marked out when someone is banned, someone maybe got better and had the account disabled or requested it closed for various other reasons. Will have to let a someone more experienced here add to this.
Oh ok. How about you? Why do you need to be on this forum?
 
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sadpinky

Stargazer
Jun 10, 2021
202
Wtf please leave this poor human alone! Ffs they didn't ask for opinions
 
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motel rooms

Survivor of incest. Gay. Please don't PM me.
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liberty_222

liberty_222

psychotic
Nov 28, 2021
361
It's definitely happening day after. He's booked a ticket to my city.
 
4eyebiped

4eyebiped

Mage
Dec 28, 2019
567
Oh ok. How about you? Why do you need to be on this forum?
If you want to have a discussion, please DM me. I do not want to further derail and clutter the OPs thread with discussions not concerning her and her situation. She is the one that needs the focus and support here.
 
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VoidDesirer22

VoidDesirer22

A dream inside a locked room
Sep 6, 2021
673
It's definitely happening day after. He's booked a ticket to my city.
"Definitely" is a strong word. You can back out. Tickets are refundable. You could tell him you are sick or make some excuse, and if he is violent over the phone, then I'd suggest going to the police.
 
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liberty_222

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Nov 28, 2021
361
Everyone here is very sweet. Thank you all for caring for me.
 
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