I don't think i can hold on too long anymore

[4eyebiped]

Just out of curiosity, does everyone on this forum has suicidal thoughts? And when name are cross out what is that mean?

I imagine a large percentage of people here have suicidal thoughts, but I wouldn't say everyone does. There are many other reasons for people to be here.

From what I know, names are marked out when someone is banned, someone maybe got better and had the account disabled or requested it closed for various other reasons. Will have to let a someone more experienced here add to this.

 

[peepo]

I'm a virgin and I wished that my first time having consensual sex wouldn't have to be like this, but I've arranged to meet an older man who is willing to pay me quick bucks in return for sex. I thought i could hold on longer and make more money through this till i could afford n but I'm barely functioning...
My triggers have left me with crippling emotional pain. I think I'll have to go through with SN. I will order it after i get money from that guy.

I'll do the 48 hours regimen. I'll take the meto and antacid and painkiller to assist with the ctb. I don't think I will be able to get a hand on a benzo or beta blocker. I can't ask dad to get it since they're not commonly used medicines. I just hope everything works out and I'm gone within this month.

Please avoid. This is one my biggest regret. I am a guy and I had sex with a lot of guys. I dont feel the same anymore.

 

[falling bird]

I imagine a large percentage of people here have suicidal thoughts, but I wouldn't say everyone does. There are many other reasons for people to be here.

From what I know, names are marked out when someone is banned, someone maybe got better and had the account disabled or requested it closed for various other reasons. Will have to let a someone more experienced here add to this.

Oh ok. How about you? Why do you need to be on this forum?

 

[sadpinky]

Wtf please leave this poor human alone! Ffs they didn't ask for opinions

 

[motel rooms]

Why would you want to end your life and your only 19 years old?

Just out of curiosity, does everyone on this forum has suicidal thoughts?

How about you? Why do you need to be on this forum?

How about you? No offense, but you sound a bit like a tourist who has wandered into the wrong part of town.

 

[liberty_222]

It's definitely happening day after. He's booked a ticket to my city.

 

[4eyebiped]

Oh ok. How about you? Why do you need to be on this forum?

If you want to have a discussion, please DM me. I do not want to further derail and clutter the OPs thread with discussions not concerning her and her situation. She is the one that needs the focus and support here.

 

[VoidDesirer22]

It's definitely happening day after. He's booked a ticket to my city.

"Definitely" is a strong word. You can back out. Tickets are refundable. You could tell him you are sick or make some excuse, and if he is violent over the phone, then I'd suggest going to the police.

 

[liberty_222]

Everyone here is very sweet. Thank you all for caring for me.