Darkover
Angelic
- Jul 29, 2021
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Everything is made up and most people forget to think about it. Gender roles are made up, our clothing and gender expression is made up, social rules/etiquette are made up. School is made up, grades are made up, the system is made up. The little tasks we do every single day are mostly repetitive: shower, go to school/work, chores, walk your dog, eat, sleep. Why does any this matter? In my opinion we're just making time here. We're just animals. Life is about keeping yourself busy until you die. Even the stuff that's 'exciting' and differs from your routine is still repetitive, when you get together with your friends what do you guys talk about? Same things, work, school, plans for the future, trivial shit, etc. How many more times am I gonna go to the cinema to watch a new movie before I die? How many more Christmas do I have left?
Plus I think life is so long, sometimes people make videos about that one calendar someone made that's like 'Your life in weeks' and when I look at that shit I can't help but think wow, that's a lot of time. It's like wohooo I'm 38 now, 42 more years (if I'm lucky) to go until I can naturally die. Why is any of this meaningful? People be like life is too short but it's too damn long. Yeah, a year goes by fast, but 42 years? I don't think so. I just wish I could speed up the process, I wish I got cancer or something or that I died in a car accident, but I think those things only happen to people who really wanna be alive. Idk why these things don't usually happen to suicidal people haha
Plus I think life is so long, sometimes people make videos about that one calendar someone made that's like 'Your life in weeks' and when I look at that shit I can't help but think wow, that's a lot of time. It's like wohooo I'm 38 now, 42 more years (if I'm lucky) to go until I can naturally die. Why is any of this meaningful? People be like life is too short but it's too damn long. Yeah, a year goes by fast, but 42 years? I don't think so. I just wish I could speed up the process, I wish I got cancer or something or that I died in a car accident, but I think those things only happen to people who really wanna be alive. Idk why these things don't usually happen to suicidal people haha