I don't see a future for myself anymore

[attheendofthenight_]

I had to have a meeting with my counselor and my parents because I'm failing a class which I need to graduate..and my counselor asked my what my future plans are. I actually struggled to say college. I've been accepted. But my eyes started welling up. I don't care about my gym class because I plan on killing myself before graduation. I think I want to jump off a bridge. I won't be able to get the shit I'd need for a hanging. Im gonna take a bunch of Benadryl before hand to. To fuck me up a bit I guess. Not like I can say that to my counselor though. All I see is death in my future. I don't even feel scared anymore.

 

[thefirstluminary]

I do relate I have the same feeling I probably won't pass or get to college which will make my parents think of me as a loser but it's okay
I'm sorry you are going through shit like this. high school can be shit especially final year I do hope you actually finish your studies and be something in the future you can do it!
if you truly don't have the will to leave then I wish for your attempt to be as peaceful as possible