Venting I dont recognize the person in the mirror

[sadgirlallonherownn]

Title, Idk what it is but I just cannot recognize myself in the mirror anymore, the longer my depression went on the less I recognized myself and now theres just this stranger staring back at me, shes imitating all my moves and everything I do but shes not me, I dont recognize her, I am scared of her honestly, how did she appear, how did she steal my reflection, surely I cannot be that fucked up awful girl thats staring back at me in the mirror, that broken mess of a person, that useless waste of space, sometimes it feels like shes mocking me and its killing me, every day I forget more and more who I am, I recognize myself less and less and it makes me want to die so much more, I dont know who I am, I dont know what I am, all I know is I want it all to finally stop after all these years, all the torture, pain and dissociation, its too much, I dont know who I am, I dont recognzie myself

 

[EmptyBottle]

How long has it been since you last looked in the mirror? If it was weeks or more, then one may forget parts of how they look. (There could be other things, tho idk)

 

[itsgone2]

, Idk what it is but I just cannot recognize myself in the mirror anymore, the longer my depression went on the less I recognized myself and now theres just this stranger staring back at me

Yes, this. I don't either. Someone I loves, I don't recognize them either. What's the point?

 

[kopebaldy]

I do.

Oh you fat son of a bitch I'm gonna need a tougher rope for your fatass lol.

 

[sadgirlallonherownn]

How long has it been since you last looked in the mirror? If it was weeks or more, then one may forget parts of how they look. (There could be other things, tho idk)

I look in the mirror daily but each day I recognize myself less and less

Yes, this. I don't either. Someone I loves, I don't recognize them either. What's the point?

Yea literally

 

[stardewwindceres]

Title, Idk what it is but I just cannot recognize myself in the mirror anymore, the longer my depression went on the less I recognized myself and now theres just this stranger staring back at me, shes imitating all my moves and everything I do but shes not me, I dont recognize her, I am scared of her honestly, how did she appear, how did she steal my reflection, surely I cannot be that fucked up awful girl thats staring back at me in the mirror, that broken mess of a person, that useless waste of space, sometimes it feels like shes mocking me and its killing me, every day I forget more and more who I am, I recognize myself less and less and it makes me want to die so much more, I dont know who I am, I dont know what I am, all I know is I want it all to finally stop after all these years, all the torture, pain and dissociation, its too much, I dont know who I am, I dont recognzie myself

Yup this. So much this. I just want to buy so much spray paint and cover every one I come across. And anything that has a reflection. If this was my place, I'm sure I would. Plus, I hear paint fumes are good for you. :) All the paint fumes. (bad joke, sorry)

 

[sadgirlallonherownn]

Yup this. So much this. I just want to buy so much spray paint and cover every one I come across. And anything that has a reflection. If this was my place, I'm sure I would. Plus, I hear paint fumes are good for you. :) All the paint fumes. (bad joke, sorry)

god yea, if I could I would shatter each mirror I see and then dispose of the parts so I would never have to look at myself again