I don't miss him i miss the feeling that someone cared

[literallynoone]

I feel I've hurt him regardless kf what he says. That's how i feel and that's what the vibe has been everytime we've seen each other. I dont feel like i miss him but i miss having a person that i feel i could actually rely on. Someone who'd actually shiw up if stuff was bad. Someone who'd hug me after a shit day. Someone who'd explain shit to me I couldn't understand on my own.

I can cope that we just didn't click but when I'm drunk i feel im just aware more. I just don't think love is or ever will be for me. I can earn for it but it's probably just gonns end with.d hurting someone. I miss being hopefull abky thud

Take care everyone

 

[komakun]

same boat. hope it gets easier for you.