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Kasho
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- Mar 2, 2023
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Hey guys. I'll be short on this, i have no idea why in writing this post, i think that in writing this just to feel something different that feeling numb.
it's been some months now, i can't tell wen everything started, but i can tell when i started actually realizing that i wasn't feeling anything, this was about 6 months ago. I started feeling completely empty like I'm someone or something drained everything i could give to this world. I'm at the point now where I'm asking myself; is it worth living at this point? you know those type of question that we all asked to ourself but this thought started becoming more real everyday, i can't tell when i first had this thought but i can certainly say that my mind can't stop thinking about this.
I don't even know what i want, probably i want peace or just start to feel something other than a complete void, or probably i just want to ctb, or none of this. But i can say one thing and is that i have enough, i have enough of this, i have enough of being so emotionless, so lonely, so numb. I have enough faking who I am, i have enough of people i literally have enough.
I can't tell why I wrote this message and i Will apologize for any mistake that i might have done. Thanks for you attention.
it's been some months now, i can't tell wen everything started, but i can tell when i started actually realizing that i wasn't feeling anything, this was about 6 months ago. I started feeling completely empty like I'm someone or something drained everything i could give to this world. I'm at the point now where I'm asking myself; is it worth living at this point? you know those type of question that we all asked to ourself but this thought started becoming more real everyday, i can't tell when i first had this thought but i can certainly say that my mind can't stop thinking about this.
I don't even know what i want, probably i want peace or just start to feel something other than a complete void, or probably i just want to ctb, or none of this. But i can say one thing and is that i have enough, i have enough of this, i have enough of being so emotionless, so lonely, so numb. I have enough faking who I am, i have enough of people i literally have enough.
I can't tell why I wrote this message and i Will apologize for any mistake that i might have done. Thanks for you attention.