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Kasho

New Member
Mar 2, 2023
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Hey guys. I'll be short on this, i have no idea why in writing this post, i think that in writing this just to feel something different that feeling numb.
it's been some months now, i can't tell wen everything started, but i can tell when i started actually realizing that i wasn't feeling anything, this was about 6 months ago. I started feeling completely empty like I'm someone or something drained everything i could give to this world. I'm at the point now where I'm asking myself; is it worth living at this point? you know those type of question that we all asked to ourself but this thought started becoming more real everyday, i can't tell when i first had this thought but i can certainly say that my mind can't stop thinking about this.
I don't even know what i want, probably i want peace or just start to feel something other than a complete void, or probably i just want to ctb, or none of this. But i can say one thing and is that i have enough, i have enough of this, i have enough of being so emotionless, so lonely, so numb. I have enough faking who I am, i have enough of people i literally have enough.

I can't tell why I wrote this message and i Will apologize for any mistake that i might have done. Thanks for you attention.
 
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Sulyya

Sulyya

Synergist
Mar 6, 2023
542
I wonder what changed, 6 months ago. Anything in your life?
I get what you mean about not feeling anything. Maybe not as much as you but how the highs and lows of emotion just seem to be almost gone.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
38,915
That does sound really awful what you've been through and of course it's very much understandable wanting peace from the suffering that this life brings. But anyway, I wish you the best, it's undeniably such a cruel world that we exist in where people suffer all through no fault of their own.
 

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