Venting i dont know what to do

[Fleisch]

I don't want to hurt my loved ones, but I can't keep on living anymore. I'm struggling to find a job, have no motivation to stay at uni, and have an unsupportive family. I feel cornered. I just want it to end. I'm sorry for even bothering you all. I think I will end it all soon.

 

[Forever Sleep]

You're not 'bothering' anyone. Here is a good place to vent. I'm sorry things are so tough at the moment. Job hunting is massively stressful/ depressing. Have you worked before- may I ask? Are your family pressuring you to work? It can be quite a lot on top of uni. I did work alongside my second degree but, it was pretty exhausting. I took a 'career break' eventually in the third year.

Were you thinking to work instead of uni? Are you not enjoying the subject anymore? It can be a massively uncertain time. Do any of your problems feel solvable or, are you just tired of everything? I did end up seeing a college therapist in my second year. Not that it massively helped but, have you considered anything like that?

 

[Fleisch]

University requires thinking and socializing, work consists of brainless, mindless tasks, and old guys catcalling women. I don't have the mental fortitude to study. I worked at a construction site before. I worked for my family too. My antidepressants don't do shit. My family isn't pressuring me, but I want to cut my ties to them asap. I attend therapy but I also feel nothing's changed. I feel like a lost cause. I'm stuck.