sad_doll
dolly
- Nov 7, 2024
- 4
I was fine for a while. The thoughts are always in the back of my mind, but recently they've been almost overpowering. It scares me how much I think about killing myself now.
I should feel fine. I recently started dating a guy I really like, and I've found new people im comfortable with that actually include me in things, as well as touching base with older friends. Still, though, I can't help but want to attempt. I keep self harming, too. I don't understand.
I have been down recently because I was dropped by a very close friend of mine, and I'm a little conflicted because, at one point, I loved them romantically, and I'm not sure if I ever stopped. I'd never act on it, for both their sake and mine, but the thought lingers in the back of my head. I feel like such a horrible person for it. I'm just lost.
I should feel fine. I recently started dating a guy I really like, and I've found new people im comfortable with that actually include me in things, as well as touching base with older friends. Still, though, I can't help but want to attempt. I keep self harming, too. I don't understand.
I have been down recently because I was dropped by a very close friend of mine, and I'm a little conflicted because, at one point, I loved them romantically, and I'm not sure if I ever stopped. I'd never act on it, for both their sake and mine, but the thought lingers in the back of my head. I feel like such a horrible person for it. I'm just lost.
