Venting I don’t know what to do anymore

[kms2nite]

I don't want to live anymore
My last suicide attempt failed, I wish it worked
All I do these days is get drunk and take pills and when I'm not doing that I just rot in bed
I feel so depressed, I'm on antidepressants but they don't seem to be doing shit.
I don't want to do this anymore, I want a way out I want to find peace.

I'm thinking of trying to commit again, I don't know how I'll do it. I need a way that will actually work.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's so dreadful feeling trapped in this existence when you just wish to be gone, I really wish there's the option to just easily die in a peaceful way. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the peace you search for, best wishes.