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I cant focus or feel motivation to do anything, gender dysphoria has been eating me from inside i cant focus on anything else, i just keep thinking how awful i look and that ill never be myself. The only way i can distract myself during the day is by listening to music but the moment i get home i cry until i sleep, i just want all of this to end. I tried to come out 2 years ago but the moment i went to a doctor appointment they said that "im not trans enough" and my family saw it as an excuse to grow my hair this is so fucking stupid i wonder if i have to threaten to kill myself for them to listen, ive tried ending it but i just cant do it

the way I've been trying to cope with gender dysphoria and avoiding to hurt myself is that this body isn't mine, it belongs to someone else i shouldn't ruin what isn't my own
 
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