Venting I don't know how I can survive this holiday week with my family, pretending to be okay

[KillingPain267]

I think about just going out into the woods and hang myself already

 

[Forever Sleep]

I think Christmas is such an intense time for a lot of people. You have my sympathy. I'm able to avoid mine over this period but, I'll no doubt struggle when I do see them.

All I can offer is- make use of your Sasu family. I expect there will still be people around these next few days if you need to vent.

 

[H.O.Xan]

Yh was abt to say u can hop in here anytime to vent/ask abt ctb related issues, especially if u cant b open to those around u

 

[kenma0]

i feel that. i hate this time of year so much

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand feeling so tired of it all, I personally just wish to be free from all the suffering this existence causes. But anyway I wish you the best.

 

[ShatteredSerenity]

It's been hard for me too. My wife and kids are happy, planning activities and socializing while I sit there silent like a miserable ghost. Nobody understands what I'm going through, the constant pain. I stopped pretending to be okay with my wife, so she knows I'm suicidal but it's not like she can help me feel better. I hate this.

 

[BRAINWORMS]

I can relate. Having to appear happy around family while being in the thick of an OCD episode is a special kind of hell.