I dont kill myself because my mother would be sad

[Subhumano]

Im only living because she would be sad if I kill myself


Many such cases

 

[SecretDissociation]

Honestly, kind of same! Mostly my rats holding me back too! But I do so many things for my mother, she relies on me a door relies on its hinge. sigh

 

[ma0]

In the past I've never really cared about other's reactions to my death, but lately I've been thinking about it more and... I kind of feel the same. I don't want to hurt those around me.

 

[Subhumano]

Honestly, kind of same! Mostly my rats holding me back too! But I do so many things for my mother, she relies on me a door relies on its hinge. sigh

She doesnt rely on me for anything but I know she would be very sad and never recover from it

In the past I've never really cared about other's reactions to my death, but lately I've been thinking about it more and... I kind of feel the same. I don't want to hurt those around me.

Its the hardest part, only my parents would really care about it

Mostly my rats holding me back too

Nice, my dog was holding me back too, but she is dead

 

[Lostmyonlyson]

Im only living because she would be sad if I kill myself


Many such cases

Many, thinking of it, my mother would also be devastated if I CTB.

 

[Hollowman]

Same here, it sucks. I don't hope she dies soon or anything. But if she did I'd be relieved and I'd get the f**k out of here.

 

[Subhumano]

Many, thinking of it, my mother would also be devastated if I CTB.

Happens to many of us

Same here, it sucks. I don't hope she dies soon or anything. But if she did I'd be relieved and I'd get the f**k out of here.

Same, I dream of my parents dying in a car accident so I can finally end it in peace

 

[NekoRightsActivist]

I honestly don't care about what my egg donor would feel when I ctb, she didn't gift me this life, she sentenced me.

 

[Subhumano]

I honestly don't care about what my egg donor would feel when I ctb, she didn't gift me this life, she sentenced me.

I love my mother its not hef fault

 

[whywere]

I NEVER EVER had a true mom or dad, just a sperm and egg donor, who when I was born a male and NOT a female child, wanted nothing to do with me ever.

Now if I had a real family, mom, dad and the like, I wonder what it would have been like?

To have someone who cares and loves you would be something that I cannot even comprehend.

Love and hugs to all,

Walter

I love my mother its not hef fault

You are truly a wonderful soul, just such a beautiful spirit is you!

Walter

 

[hereornot]

Lucky for you. My mom in Narnia (she is bpd), believing I'm dating Kevon Costner and Paul McCartney. When I sought medical help, she threatened to make up stories about me assaulting her. And she actually did that when the doctors tried to hospitalize her.

At least you have someone

 

[CutToRelease]

Same I'm sacred of hurting my
My bf but kinda a catch 22 cause our relation ship is in a rough spot so idk what to do saddly.

 

[theblueveil]

Living for someone else is immensely difficult. I applaud you for your strength.