i don't have a single pleasure in life

[NothingElseMatters]

fuck my pathetic life, like what the hell am i doing here i have 30 years old and my salary is the same as a 18 year old worker, never had a gf and never will, only few times i had sex was because i was paying, heard from some women that i'm weird, been mocked my whole life, don't have any friends don't have a house, no money, i hate going out even to supermarket because i'll have to see happines couples with a suposed perfect life (money, bitches, decent jobs) arghhh this shit isn't fair.

 

[miserableforever]

fuck my pathetic life, like what the hell am i doing here i have 30 years old and my salary is the same as a 18 year old worker, never had a gf and never will, only few times i had sex was because i was paying, heard from some women that i'm weird, been mocked my whole life, don't have any friends don't have a house, no money, i hate going out even to supermarket because i'll have to see happines couples with a suposed perfect life (money, bitches, decent jobs) arghhh this shit isn't fair.

I have a bf and feel the same way. Had a tough night, fuck this depression.
Happy weekend to you

 

[blue_muse]

I hear you; life is pitted against you, no matter how much you try to improve your circumstances. It's not as simple as joining a club or something to make friends.

Remember that appearances can be deceiving, because other people you see may not be as happy as they want you to believe.

 

[DreamingOfAutumn]

Very relatable situation. Honestly I don't even like to be seen outside anymore, as I feel like a total disgrace. As if my life weren't bad enough on it's own, without other people being aware of it.

 

[Readytogasap]

No pleasure for me anymore either, can hardly leave my room. Too much sadness.

 

[Ligottian]

I like to think I'm just "putting in time" until I just can't take life any more.

 

[NotHuman]

I don't even have a single happy memory to hold onto. Closest I've had is meeting my only friend for the first time, but I got to learn firsthand how cheap and meaningless friendship is once he got married.

 

[FuneralCry]

This life is certainly very unfair as some people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own. That is why I see it as better to never exist in the first place, as in this life there is no limit as to how bad things can get and how much we can suffer.

In my case I do not enjoy being alive at all. I couldn't enjoy anything as horrifying and as pointless as life. I simply prefer the sound of non existence. It is sad how so much suffering exists in this world and I can imagine that it must be painful seeing others have the life that you want. To me life is extremely depressing.