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N-methylamphetamine

N-methylamphetamine

Experienced
Jul 6, 2022
248
I don't fit in at college, i don't fit in online. If I do I get excluded and/or made fun of. The spaces that I do fit in are often small and most of the times they collapse like right after i join it for some fucking reason despite me not doing anything....


it;s like I'm destined to be alone.
 
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Z0002

Z0002

I miss you
Jun 23, 2026
37
Same, society rejected me, I never had any friends in real life, and online friendships end after a short time
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
478
I don't fit in at college, i don't fit in online. If I do I get excluded and/or made fun of. The spaces that I do fit in are often small and most of the times they collapse like right after i join it for some fucking reason despite me not doing anything....


it;s like I'm destined to be alone.
Are you generally an upbeat, positive person? Are you hygienic and do you dress relatively well? Weird questions, I know but just trying to figure out why you might be excluded
 
N-methylamphetamine

N-methylamphetamine

Experienced
Jul 6, 2022
248
Are you generally an upbeat, positive person? Are you hygienic and do you dress relatively well? Weird questions, I know but just trying to figure out why you might be excluded
i mean yea i shower everyday, often times twice a day and i dress average. It's rare that i fuck the mood up in public
 
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idontknowwhatiam

Arcanist
Sep 10, 2025
478
i mean yea i shower everyday, often times twice a day and i dress average. It's rare that i fuck the mood up in public
Maybe try different groups of friends and see if any click... What do you enjoy doing? Sports? Gaming? For me anyway, I find that I'm able to connect with people better if I listen to them more than I speak.
 
N-methylamphetamine

N-methylamphetamine

Experienced
Jul 6, 2022
248
Maybe try different groups of friends and see if any click... What do you enjoy doing? Sports? Gaming? For me anyway, I find that I'm able to connect with people better if I listen to them more than I speak.
i do like everything and i still dont fit in man
 

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