happynuclearwinter
Hand me my shovel, I'm going in
- Oct 10, 2023
- 37
I'm disabled and actively in medication, unable to get a job due to conditions. My partner cheated on me because of this. He has an addiction with escorts prior dating me and well, it seems that he slipped again.
It's been 5 months since I found out and I'm tired of dragging the relationship just because I'm financially dependant to him, I know that it's tiring him too. I want to get a job and get back to work I really do. I feel like a failed human being. I have no value in humanity and I'm a waste of space.
It'd be so lovely if I just die. But it's impossible due to my fuck ass survival instinct.
Tired
It's been 5 months since I found out and I'm tired of dragging the relationship just because I'm financially dependant to him, I know that it's tiring him too. I want to get a job and get back to work I really do. I feel like a failed human being. I have no value in humanity and I'm a waste of space.
It'd be so lovely if I just die. But it's impossible due to my fuck ass survival instinct.
Tired
